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Wednesday, 20 September 2017

My A - Z of Kissing Spine

Please note I am not a veterinary professional, I am writing this post to help others based on my own experiences only, if you suspect your horse has kissing spine please speak to your vet for a full veterinary assessment.

Here is a little insight into what has helped Jack recover from Kissing Spine.

A is for Alternative Therapies - physiotherapy, Mctimoney, osteopathy, Chiropractic, Acupuncture, Acupressure, hydrotherapy etc. The list of alternative therapies available goes on!  Personally I use Physiotherapy, McTimoney and hydrotherapy for Jack but there are lots of variations and I wouldn't rule out anything if it might help.  During rehab Jack needed regular physio to help him be able to work as he quickly became sore, without this he wouldn't have been using himself correctly and all the work would have been in vain.  He now has a check by either physio or McTimoney Therapists every 3-6 months just to keep him tip top and address any tightness that creeps in.  It is important to use properly qualified therapists and I wouldn't use anyone that isn't a vet recommended therapists.  I'm considering acupuncture having heard lots of good reviews from other KS horse owners that have had surgery.

B is for Bank Balance - Or lack of!  Having any horse that needs veterinary treatment is not cheap and even with insurance my already straining bank balance took a big hit.  If you have a horse with KS be prepared for yours to take a serious dip what with the vets fees, insurance excesses, rehabilitation, supplements, training aids, new saddles and various other pieces of equipment that might help!  My vet fees exceeded my insurance claim limit so I had to put a fair amount to cover the bills.  It is important to remember most insurances wont cover stabling or travel expenses either so budget for those if you need to visit and stay in a vet hospital.
C is for Calmers - I could not have got through 6 weeks of box rest following Jack's surgery or the early reahb without a Calmer for him. During box rest he found the other horses turn out times especially stressful and I used Instamag instant spray on calmer from Freestep superfix and find it extremely effective in taking the edge off when he gets stressed out.  It's a staple of my grooming box now and I've been so impressed with it's effectiveness.  Following application, which is just a quick spray on the neck, Jack is visibly less stressed and goes from box walking and rearing in his stable to standing eating hay almost instantly.  I have also used it before getting on board during the walking phase of rehab which Jack found vey boring and when I used it he was much less of a handful and more rideable. Ingested calmers take much longer to take effect and have to be fed daily to keep up the effect where as this is just used as and when you need it so it's more cost effective too! Win Win!
Instamag Calming
D is for Don't Give up - There were times I felt like it, when I felt like we were getting no where and I couldn't ever imagine my horse being normal again.  The rehab is an incredibly hard process both physically and mentally for horse and owner and it can be a real roller coaster with lots of good and bad days along the journey.   I had to keep the end goal in mind and if things weren't going so well then back off and try again another day.  Rehab is a marathon not a sprint and the longer it takes the more likely of a successful outcome.  You can do no harm taking things slow but you can do a lot of damage rushing the process so take your time, listen to your horse, get as much support as you can from vets, therapists, instructors, facebook groups or friends who have been through it and understand how you are feeling and most of all Don't Give Up!
E is for Exercise - I find a variety of exercise works best with Jack, I do lots of hacking, try not to school more than once a week, lunge approx. once a week in a pessoa type lunging aid and occasionally loose jump/school.  I also do lots of stretches with him before and/or after exercise.  While most vets recommend lunging in a pessoa to begin rehabilitation with Jack this wasn't the preferred approach due to him also having arthritis in his hocks.  Repetitive exercise like lunging puts a lot of stress on the joints so this was to be avoided knowing there was already problems.  It is also important to fully warm up at the start of any session and properly cool down at the end to avoid further problems.  I start with doing 15/20mins walk beginning on a completely loose rein and then asking for a long, low stretch as we do some large circles and serpentines.  I also get up out of the saddle in the first canter on both reins as this helps Jack to loosen in his back and get moving.  When hacking I often trot in a light seat to allow his back to move more.  I'm also careful to canter on both leads while hacking and if doing a rising trot I will change diagonal often so he develops evenly.       
F is for Fitness - I am really careful not to ask too much too soon and make sure Jack is fit and strong enough to do the work I am asking of him.  Once back under saddle I slowly got him fit by doing lots of hacking over a variety of terrain.  I use a fitness tracker to take the guess work out of planning my rides.  This way I know how far each of my local routes is and can plan an effective fitness routine rather than just wandering the bridle paths without a plan and not really knowing how far we've ridden or for how long.  Although I use this quite scientific approach I also make sure I am listening to Jack too and if he is feeling fresh may use a more hilly route while if he is feeling a little tired may do a shorter, flatter route.  I have found it extremely important to listen to Jack if he is in need of a few days off or easier days.



G is for Ground Poles - Since his surgery I hardly ever school or lunge Jack without putting out a few poles to keep him on his toes and get him thinking.  They help to loosen him up, get him moving forwards, engage his core, stretch over his spine and increase his range of movement to build a stronger top line.  I use various different sets ups to keep things interesting and keep Jack thinking and I enjoy thinking up new challenges for us both.  As his fitness increased I started to add more raised poles.  It also helped me get my eye back in for jumping which neither of us had done for a while during his recovery!  He seems to enjoy schooling much more with some poles out rather than just flat schooling and it gives us both something to concentrate on.
















H is for Hacking - this has been key to Jack's successful recovery and is so important for general fitness.  He is naturally more forward and relaxed out of the menage so I use this to my advantage and try to hack over varied terrain and routes to keep things fresh and interesting.  Many underestimate the benefits of long hacks just in walk.  Using hill work in a long low frame really works the whole horse, they have to engage their core, push with their glutes and hamstrings etc.  It builds all the muscle we need to target with a KS horse.  I use an app to map my rides so I know exactly how far I've ridden and for how long each day which really helps especially when rehabbing.
I am careful about doing to much trotting on the roads and cantering on too hard or too soft ground due to his other issues.
























I is for In Hand - Certainly in the early days of rehab I became a bit of a pro at in hand exercise!  I still enjoy doing some in hand exercises with Jack now and find them really beneficial. From starting with simple carrot stretches to pole work and hacking in hand, lunging and loose schooling/jumping once he was fit enough, we've done it all.  It helped rebuild my bond with Jack and started to rebuild our trust in each other.  It is really helpful to look at him working from the ground regularly to see how he is improving in his stride length, range of movement and his muscle development.  I often take little videos too so I can watch them back and compare to previous sessions to see the improvements and know we are going in the right direction.  This is especially helpful when things don't seem to be going so well, to be able to look back and see how much improvement has been made gives you a boost when you need it.




J is for Jumping - A bit of jumping has been really good for Jack as he now enjoys it and it works different muscles.  Grid work has been especially helpful in building additional core and hind end strength with Jack, once he had completed his basic rehab and was fit enough as this is hard work for them.  I have found that adding some regular grid work helped get him to sit back on his hocks and take more weight behind while also helping him to make a better shape over a fence which opens the spine.  He really muscled up once we started doing weekly grids developing a strong topline and core muscles to protect his spine.  I started with just a couple of ground poles and built up the amount of poles we used over a period of weeks, then started raising some of the poles and once that was easy adding small jumps.  We only have a 20x40 ménage but I can fit in 7 poles/jumps on bounce distances.  It really gets him working and improves balance and rhythm too.  I'm careful to ensure I work on both reins evenly. 

K is for Kissing Spine support groups - I know for a lot of people getting a diagnosis of Kissing Spine for their horse is devastating but for me it was a huge relief to finally know what was wrong with Jack and be able to make a plan to fix him.  He had been difficult for a long time and I had spent an awful lot of time and money on various phyios, saddlers, farriers, dentists, instructors and vets trying to get to the bottom of what was wrong only to be repeatedly told my horse was just naughty and I was letting him get away with it and needed to be firmer.  Although I knew we had a long battle ahead to get him better at least I now knew why he was being so difficult and that he wasn't just a bad horse.  I did lots of research and had so many questions for the vets at the hospital but they were brilliant and fully supported me along the way.  I also found the facebook group Horses with Kissing Spine which was a huge benefit being able to talk to people who had been through or were going through the same as me.  It can feel very lonely on a yard where everyone else's horses are healthy so being able to chat to people in the same position really helped me cope.     
L is for lunging - I usually lunge Jack no more than once a week. My preferred lunging aid is a pessoa.  There is a real divide in peoples opinions of Pessoa's and I have received negative comments on social media about using one but personally I find Jack works very well in his.  I have it set fairly loose and he has been seen working in it by our vet, physio and rehab centre and all confirm he is working correctly in it so for me I am happy to continue to use it as part of our fitness regime.  I do sometimes lunge in just a bridle/headcollar and I have used various other aids such as kavalcade and equicore systems but so far I have not been persuaded that any are better for Jack than the Pessoa.  Some horses don't work well in the pessoa as they don't like the strap around their back legs so it is important to find the right aid for your horse, if they are sensitive around their legs the Kavalcade maybe a better option.  There are also a lot of good things said about the equiami and I am tempted to try one.




M is for Magnetic therapy - I have been very impressed with the results of using a magnetic back pad and hock boots on Jack.  I find them to be particularly beneficial to Jack in the colder weather.  Having worn the back pad while he is stabled his back is lovely and warm to the touch and the muscles underneath are soft and relaxed.  I also notice he is stiffer and takes longer to loosen and warm up if he has not had them on especially in colder weather.  I am tempted to invest in a full rug.

N is for Non surgical options - Surgery is not always possible and in some cases it is not the best course of action.  There are lots of non surgical options for treating the symptoms of kissing spine.  It seems most vets are keen to try medicating the back in the first instance and we did try this using steroid injections with Jack prior to operating.  Many people have successfully rehabilitated on steroid injections alone, others have used a combination of pain relief drugs, injections, SWT, physio etc to rehabilitate and avoided surgery.  The steroid injection did provide some relief for Jack and gave us a window in which to try to rehabilitate him to open up the affected processes.  Unfortunately the effect didn't last long enough for us to make enough of a difference and once the pain returned Jack was worse than ever becoming dangerous to ride and miserably unhappy.  At this point he was re x-rayed and his back was even worse than before so both I and our vets felt further attempts to inject would be a waste of time and money and that an operation was the best course of action for a full and permanent fix. 



O is for Operation - There a now several options for operating on a Kissing Spine the main 3 are:
1 ) Traditional operation which is done under general anasetic and involves completely removing the top section of every other affected vertebrae.
2 ) The ligament snip which can be done under local or sedation small incisions are made and the ligaments around the affected vertebrae cut to allow the vertebrae to move apart.
3 ) The Re-shaping operation which can be done under general or local anasetic and involves removing only part of the bone of the affected vertebrae.
Some vets offer their own variations of the different types.
6months after his diagnosis Jack was operated on by the super team at Oakham Equine Veterinary Hospital.  They pioneered a variation of the reshaping and ligament snip operation where they shaved the bones of the worst affected vertebrae and then snipped the ligaments of the next few vertebrae. He stayed with them for 5 days after his operation and I was allowed to visit him on the 2nd day.  I was pleasantly surprised how alert and happy he was.  He came home with 10 days of bute and 5 days of anti biotics and a pad on his back to cover the wound.  after 10days my own vet came and removed the staples.  He had to have a total of 6 weeks complete box rest (no hand walking or grazing).  After 6 weeks he returned to Oakham and was assessed by his surgeon and re X-rayed.  At this point he was discharged and allowed to be turned out on his return home.  He had a fairly large dose of sedalin to survive the journey, trot up etc and this was still in his system when we got home so he went straight into a small paddock so he didn't go tearing off and injure himself.  He had a week in a paddock on his own next to his mates and then returned to the herd to relax and be a horse for a few weeks before rehab commenced.



P is for Patience - endless patience is required to rehabilitate a horse from Kissing Spine either with or without surgery.  I think it is important not to put a rigid time scale on your rehab plan but rather listen to your horse and let them guide you when they are ready.  There are so many times I have felt like we took a step back during rehab but I didn't let this bother me and didn't compare our recovery with others I just did my best to listen to Jack and back off when I felt he was telling me he needed a rest.  We were given a basic rehab plan from our vet and although I did use it as a basic guide I took much longer at some stages as I felt Jack needed more time to adjust both mentally and physically.  Fortunately this approach worked well for us and 10 months post surgery we were back out competing successfully.
Q is for Qualified help - I found out the expensive way that not all people advertising themselves as professional equine therapist are the same!  I wasted a lot of money prior to Jack's diagnosis on so called professionals who all gave me different reasons for his behaviour.  I now will only use vet recommended, qualified (and listed on the governing bodies website) people.  I also like to have people who have personal experience with KS so both our physio and McTimoney Therapists have horses that have KS.  I find this helps them understand the difficulties we have and they are more sympathetic to both Jack and me.
R is for Rehabilitation - Rehabilitation seems very scary to me in the beginning, despite so many years of owning and riding horses I'd little experience in rehabilitation from injury.  I was so worried I'd do something wrong and screw up Jack for life!  I discussed my concerns with my vet and they recommended I send Jack to a professional rehab yard with a water treadmill to begin Jack's rehab.  After his box rest and then being turned away for a few weeks Jack was taken to Bennett Equine rehabilitation centre in Tutbury to begin his rehab.  He arrived and settled well being introduced to the treadmill slowly, dry at first and with water height rising to mid cannon bone over a period of a couple of weeks.  He stayed a total of 4 weeks and I visited him weekly to see how he was progressing.  He also saw our fab physio Tamsyn regularly while he was there.  I picked him up after 4 weeks and he was fit and ready to begin ridden rehab.  This way I was able to avoid having to do weeks of lunging rehab which is such hard work on their joints and with Jack already having hock issues this was much better for him.  Before I began any ridden work I had his saddle checked, while I was waiting for this to happen I kept him ticking over with alternate lunging in a pessoa and long reining sessions.  Once his saddle was sorted I began by giving him a quick lunge then getting on to walk for 5 minutes to cool him down every other day, long reining in between.  I was very careful not to rush him and regularly had to go back a step if he felt like he was struggling.  Once I was confident he was ok under saddle I did lots of hacking building up the time and distance slowly over a period of months to build his fitness and muscles.  I schooled only once a week at most during this time as I felt Jack needed a bit more time to mentally recover enough for schooling.
S is for Stretches - Daily carrot stretches have helped Jack become more supple and encourage him to engage his core muscles.  I on alternate days do carrot stretches and fore limb stretches to help keep him soft in his neck and shoulders which seem to become quite tight.  Jack like any other horse is a little one sided and tends to fall in on the left rein and fall out on the right rein through his left shoulder.  I have had to work quite hard to get him to work his inside hind.  Before I get on I will always turn Jack on a tight circle each way to get him to step under himself with his hind legs and back him up a few strides which helps.  I will also always give him a good long warm up of at least 20mins before asking him to work.
T is for Turnout - Jack loves his field time, he is so much happier living out than in.  Being able to graze naturally stretches the entire spine and moving about the field helps to keep him supple and calm to ride.  Personally I think every horse should be turned out daily to give their mind and bodies chance to relax and stretch but I think it is especially important for a horse with back issues.  I have to be careful with Jack's weight as being half native he is prone to piling on the pounds if he is on grass 24/7 but I find having him out at night and in during the day works pretty well. 




U is for Unknown cause - A lot of us really want to know what caused our horse to develop a Kissing Spine but most of the time we will never really know.  There are so many possible causes and it is often impossible to narrow it down to a single cause or event.  There is a lot more research being done now a days into the causes of Kissing Spine.  Jack is quite short coupled so it is possible he was born with the condition.  He had never had a fitted saddle until I brought him, he was using in a riding school at a young age and ridden by lots of different riders, some heavier than others, which his back may not have been strong enough for.  It could have been caused by him avoiding using his hind end correctly due to the arthritis in his hocks.  It's possible it was caused by a field accident or a combination of all of these.  I have been over so many scenarios in my head over the years trying to understand how we got to the point he was so bad that he was dangerous.  I will never know and all I can do is try to avoid him getting like that again by following the advice from my vets, physio, rehab centre etc on the exercises to keep his back strong and healthy and use common sense. Jack has 3 monthly checks to ensure we are keeping on the right track and nip any issues in the bud before they develop.
V is for Vet - Our own vet is a small practice so for problems needing more in depth investigation and surgery they refer to Oakham Equine Veterinary hospital.  I have had experience at Oakham with my previous horse (not kissing spine related) and knew what to expect.  There facilities are excellent and the staff were very friendly and helpful.  I think it is important to feel comfortable with your vet so that you can ask all the questions you need to, sometimes I had really silly questions but the vets, nurses and other staff made me very at ease and able to ask as much as I needed to put my mind at rest.  I have found through talking to others who have been through KS surgery with their horses that nearly every vets approach to the surgery and recovery is different.  I found this quite confusing to begin with but followed the advice of the vets at Oakham as they were the ones who knew and were treating Jack.  Whenever I asked them about any aspect of the surgery or recovery they were able to provide me with a full explanation, in terms I could understand, to ease my worries.  The whole time Jack was with them I was given twice daily updates and their care was exceptional.  If I was not happy with any aspect of my vets advice or diagnosis I would definitely get a second opinion.
W is for Water therapy - Jack's surgeon recommend Water therapy or Hydrotherapy on an Aqua treadmill for his rehabilitation following surgery.  As it was vet recommended it was covered under the alternative therapy part of my insurance policy otherwise I would have struggled to pay for it.  The treadmill was at a specialist rehab yard with vast experience of rehabilitating horses with Kissing Spine or having had Kissing Spine surgery.  After calling and discussing Jack's case with the rehab centre owner I was left in no doubt this would give him the best start on his rehab and give us the best chance of a complete recovery.  After visiting the yard and seeing several horses at different stages of rehab working on the treadmill my decision was easy and it was definitely the best thing I could have done for Jack.  In Jack's case we wanted to avoid the usual rehab of weeks of lunging in a pessoa as this would have put his arthritic hocks under a lot of strain and a month of working on the aqua treadmill is roughly equivalent to 6 weeks lunging.  This meant that on his return he was at the stage of being able to begin ridden rehab.  I still do water therapy with Jack about once a week but I now do it in the river by our yard (I'm very lucky to be close to a shallow part of a river!) I take him down and ride him in the shallows, the resistance of the water and the increased range of movement are good for both his joints and developing and strengthening top line muscle.  Best if all its free! 
X is for X-rays - As an X-ray is the only sure way to diagnose Kissing Spine.  Our own vets mobile x-ray machine was not strong enough to penetrate the thick muscles of the back and get a clear image although they did indicate KS so we were referred to Oakham where their stronger x-ray machine was able to get a clear image which confirmed our suspicions.  Although X-rays can confirm kissing spine they can't tell you what other issues are going on and sometime a horse with severe KS will show little signs while others who's x-rays show only mild KS may display severe ridden behaviours.  How it effects each horse is different.  A bone scan can provide further insight but is costly.  Thermography can also give some indication of problem areas that might be worth investigating.


Y is for You Know Your Horse Best - I can't stress this point enough.  It is so true with a horse with KS, you know them, you know what's best and if your horse is telling you something listen to them!  I'm not suggesting you ignore professional help but listen to you gut too if you feel something is not right.  My Physio has always said you can't hurt your horse by taking your time with him but you can do untold damage by rushing him.  I always remember this and if I'm having problems with Jack I usually find the best way to deal with them is to back off, give him more time and try again another day.
Z is for ZZZ's - Rest for both your horse and you is really important, rehab is hard work for both of you!!  Regular rest days help you both to recover both mentally and physically from the demands of rehab.  I find 2/3 days of work then a rest day works best for Jack. 

Monday, 30 November 2015

30/11/25 Stronger, better, faster!

At almost 10months post surgery Jack has been going from strength to strength in recent weeks, he honestly is feeling better than ever and I smile every time I ride him now, it's a pleasure to ride him and with every ride he improves and exceeds my expectations.  With the shorter days we are becoming increasingly restricted to riding in the menage, while I know we are very lucky to have a floodlit menage I have always found Jack rather switches off with too much time schooling in there.  Since his surgery in Feb I have rarely ridden in the school limiting ridden schooling sessions to once a week at most but now if I want to ride in the week it has be the school or nothing.  I was concerned Jack might switch off but with a bit of planning and imagination I've kept our schooling sessions fairly short with lots of variety to keep him interested and listening and so far it's working a treat!  My current weekly winter schedule goes something like this:

Monday - lunge in pessoa sometimes with poles
Tuesday - school
Wednesday - in hand ground poles
Thursday - school over poles
Friday - short hack or short ride in field
Saturday - jump
Sunday - hack

I swap and change days around depending on time, weather etc and I don't want it to become too predictable!

With how well Jack has been schooling we tried 2 more things we had yet to do since surgery, simple changes and lengthened strides.  He tried so hard and even when he got a bit excited and uptight he didn't put a foot wrong.  His walk to canter transitions felt so much better balanced and through than pre surgery.  He used to pull himself forward and down onto his forehand but now he was able to sit wait and step under himself from behind producing a lovely forward, balenced, uphill transition with lots of impulsion, activity and lightness.  He was so adjustable and rideable :)
I have to watch he doesn't try to avoid using his left hind correctly, which he does by pushing his left shoulder in, as long as I keep the flexion to the left and keep him soft down the left rein he is super!
When I asked for some lengthened strides in trot I was thrilled with his response, he felt so strong and powerful.  He's always been able to lengthen but he would end up on the forehand and rushing as he couldn't maintain it.  The biggest difference is in the transition back to collection which was just so much easier because I wasnt having to try to rebalence him from running onto the forehand!!

I also braved the 50mph winds yesterday afternoon to take him for a hack on our own, we've not been out for a couple of weeks due for various reasons so I expected him to be a little lively and had a neck strap ready but I really didn't want to school again!  We didn't go far and there was quite a bit of spooking but with good reason to be fair.  I would never have dared take him out in those conditions on our own a few months ago so it really goes to show the trust between has really improved :)

I have another lesson booked for early Dec and all being well our first competitive outting in over 20months will be mid december - eek!

A picture popped up on my Facebook timeline this week from 4 years ago:

These were our 2011 dressage champions trophies from a local riding club.  We were actually dressage champions of 2 local riding clubs that year, we were unbeaten all year in every test we did plus we were working Hunter champions of one of the club's too!  The following year jacks back problems began although it would be almost 2 years before we got a proper diagnoses.  This just reminds me why through all our troubles I always thought my little horse was worth it and he feels better now than when we won those trophies so the future is very exciting :)

Finally I am truly shocked and honoured to have been short listed for the title of hay net equestrian blogger of the year on www.hay-net.co.uk the winner is picked by public vote and you can vote for me - Hannah Arscott - by following this link:

https://surveyplanet.com/56447ea18535760f1475ecfe

Thank you to anyone who enjoys my blog and takes the time to vote :) we are up against some very strong competition so just to make the shortlist is a big surprise!

Monday, 17 August 2015

Recovery week 27 - 10/8/15

We are now just over 6months since Jacks surgery and things are going really well at the moment, there are still good and bad days and lots of ups and downs almost daily but in general Jack is happier, more relaxed and beginning to enjoy himself again.  His ridden work is becoming more consistent and the negative behaviour is occurring less and less. 
There is a big difference which I realised this week - I am enjoying riding again!!! :) I look forward to riding and can't wait to get to the farm everyday to see my horse, this is how it should be and what I have been missing for so long!
Last week I mentioned Jack had had some slight lameness in his off fore but this seems to have just been some bruising and has not reoccurred since - yay!
So just to keep me on my toes I then found a rather alarming lump on the outside of his off hind just below the hock (see piccies below of the off hock on the left with the lump and the near hock on the right to compare although I didn't get the same angle so they don't show it so well!)



It's pretty impressive but it doesn't seem to bother him at all and he is not lame on it.  It's hard and there is no swelling or heat so it's a bit of a mystery what he has done but I'm trying not to worry about it as it's not bothering him at the moment.  Next time the vet is at the yard I'll get them to have a quick look and obviously if it starts to be an issue I'll get it checked out sooner but for now I'm trying not to worry about it (easier said than done after all we've been through!)
We've enjoyed lots of hack both alone and in company this week but taken things slowly due to the hard ground.  
We even got to go for a run with my other half and our little boy!



Behaviour wise Jack has been brilliant, he has been relaxed and calm even hacking alone where he is usually a bit on edge and can be spooky.
I hate to wish for bad weather but could do with a bit of rain to soften the ground up so we can get back out in the jumping field again, I just daren't risk it with the ground so solid at the moment :(
We've not much grass at the moment and I do think his energy levels are suffering a bit, we should have a nice rested paddock to move him and his 2 field companions onto but one of the other liveries has been using it and it's not been rested so we are now struggling a bit.  She has now moved back onto her own paddocks so hopefully in a couple of weeks the grass will have recovered a bit and we can move them over to some better grazing.  Although he is hungry and lacking a bit of energy it is doing his waistline good as keeping him trim is always a battle and I have holiday booked end of this week and again at the end of the month so he is going to be out of work for a couple of weeks!

Monday, 3 August 2015

Recovery week 26 - 3/8/15

I am actually quite excited writing about this week as it has been a brilliant one and just what we both needed after a frustrating few weeks of making little or no progression!
As I blogged last week we finally got all 4 feet off the ground (intentionally) for the first time in approx. 9months.  Since then we've have a great deal of fun :)
We started the week on the Monday with lunging session on the pessoa and Jack was fine if slightly lazy!  While I was there our YO was putting some xc fences out in our big field now the hay has been taken off and we can use this for the next few weeks until the cows arrive to graze on there for the autumn.  So no time like the present we headed out to have a look at them on Tuesday my friend Jo with her lovely sensible horse Toby giving us a lead.  We had a walk round the field and showed them the fences, which were only upto 60cm so nice and easy, and then had a trot and canter round to warm them up. Jack was keen but behaved himself and managed to contain his excitement even when the cows in the next field all ran over to the fence to see what we were doing!  We then trotted over the first fence, which is just a little cross pole to get you going, then circled away coming again and doing fence 1 again followed but the next 2 which are small but solid xc fences.  Jack was jumping brilliantly and Toby was giving us a fantastic confidence giving lead so we carried on and jumped the line of 5 no problem - I was grinning from ear to ear.  Jack has never jumped so well the difference in his technique since his operation is amazing, his jump is so smooth and easy to ride and he was really coming up through his shoulders, he was also wanting to take the fences on and I didn't have to kick him at all I was able to just sit and let the fences come to us.  What a difference!  To finish, as Jack was being so good, I decided to try taking him in the lead to see what happened and was absolutely thrilled when he just jumped through exactly the same full of confidence, full of enthusiasm and really enjoying himself.  I was on cloud 9, I honestly was doubting if we would ever be able to trust each other and enjoy ourselves like that again in recent weeks and I was absolutely blown away with how great it felt.  This was just what we needed to get us back on track after a frustrating time feeling like nothing what getting any better of late.
As is the way with horses having been on such a high on the Tuesday Wednesday brought bad news, Jack was slightly lame :( There was no apparent reason and I couldn't find the cause.  We have just moved them into a different field and there are a lot of stones so I was hoping it was just bruising from standing on a stone and not anything to do with the jumping the day before.
He trotted up sound on the Thursday so I took him for a little hack round the block for 30minutes and he felt fine again.  We had a trot and canter back along the bridle path and he felt sound thank heavens!  It was one of the nicest rides I've had on him on our own, he wasn't spooky or silly at any point and we had a relaxed and fun time.
On the Friday I was planning on going out into the big field again but not jumping as I was on my own.  The field is on a gradient and there is a bank down one side so I was going to go up and down the bank for a bit of 'hill' work (we don't have any real hills round us!) but as I was tacking up my friend Marie arrived to ride and she wanted to join us and do some jumping.  As we had had so much fun on the Tuesday I didn't take much persuading to jump again!  The only thing was this time we would have to be the lead as her mare has only young and has just started jumping so the pressure was on he behave and be a good lead.  The jumps where already really small as one of the other girls had used them earlier so they were ideal for a young horse.  Jack bless him was so good giving her a great lead never hesitating or deviating from the line.  He was growing in confidence and started taking strides out :)
Once Marie was happy with what she had done she put the adjustable fences up for me so I could jump through something a bit bigger.
Jack was a little reluctant to go away from his friend but he didn't do anything wrong he was just a bit reluctant.  Once we got nearer the bottom of the field he perked up and when we turned to the jumps he was flying again he cleared 1 - 4 beautifully seeing a flyer at the 3rd, then all of a sudden between fences 4 and 5 he slammed the anchors on and started to bronc.  I had to slip the reins to stop myself being pulled over his head but this gave him more chance to get his head down and buck!  I managed to stay on and grab the reins back to pull his head up gave him a good few kicks and shouted a few profanities and as quickly as he started he was off again and flew the last fence like nothing had happened!  Little monkey!!  I was still absolutely thrilled with him and I think it was just excitement getting the better of him.
I had to give him the day off on Saturday as I had planned to ride in the evening but unfortunately it threw it down which wasn't forecast and I didn't have time to get him in a dry in time to ride so we had a quick loose school instead.
On the Sunday I got down to the farm early and took him out to the field again on our own and we did what we had planned to do on the Friday using the bank and gradient of the field to help get Jack using his back end more and strengthen his back and quarters.  He was a little hesitant to go down to the bottom of the field out of site of the yard on his own but with plenty of reassurance and calm persistence we got there and then did 20minutes of trotting and cantering up an down the bank and up from the bottom of the field.  He was very good and I could really feel him having to work over his back to power up the hill :)
That afternoon I went over to my best friend Lucy's to ride Jay for this first time since I took him to the show, we set up a little course of 3 jumps in their ménage and jumped him round a few times and he was ace as usual.  I love jumping his little guy he is so honest its really nice to ride something so straight forward!  He's inexperienced but he never says no even when he's not sure and he's great fun.
Lucy got some pictures of us in action, it's a shame I've not got any of me jumping Jack yet.  I will try to get some next time :)







     

Monday, 27 July 2015

Recovery week 25 - 27/7/15

I seems to me that everyday is a mini roller coaster at the moment with as many highs as there is lows.  This is better than all lows but I have to admit to finding the 50/50 ratio a little disappointing, it would be nice to have more highs and less lows!  Hopefully over time that will happen for us.

Back at the start of last week I planned to lunge in the pessoa on the Monday as I usually do, time is limited on a Monday and doesn't usually allow for riding!  Anyway I also had to fit in a dentist appointment which would have been ok if it not for the fact I was left waiting 40minutes for my appointment and then another 15minutes after waiting for my paperwork to be send to the receptionist so all in all for a straight forward check up that usually takes about 5minutes I was in there over an hour!  Thanks to this I was left with no time to do anything with Jack other than check him over so he enjoyed an unplanned day off in the field.  On the Tuesday I decided to take him out into the large back fields which have just been cleared of hay and currently empty.  There are some nice flat areas which you can school on plus a bank to ride up and down and if you go right to the far end of the field you can have a nice long slightly up hill gallop back (great for getting them fit for eventing or just having a good blast!) you can also get down into the river for a bit of water practice too!  Anyway not being quite ready for uphill gallops just yet I decided to just try a bit of schooling in the open and then have a walk round the field and use the back to do a bit of walking up and down hill.  I was really pleased with Jack, he was more forward in the open and actually did what felt like some really nice work, he was much softer to the left than normal and was staying straight and going forward most of the time which was so different to in the ménage.  We only walked and trotted but was happy with the session.  I cooled him off with a walk round the edge of the field and up and down the bank a few times.  The newly located xc jumps were really tempting but we just walked around them, I didn't think our first jump in about 9months should be over solid fences out in the field on our own! 
Wednesday and Thursday were lunging days in the pessoa, Wednesday on the flat and Thursday over raised poles.  Jack was a bit reluctant again but once warmed up and moving lunged well especially over the poles. 
Friday was an exciting day as it was the day we were booked to have a photoshoot with Chrysalis photography which I had won on their facebook competition last autumn.  I booked the afternoon off work and arrived at the yard at 11am to begin the mammoth task of cleaning up Jack!  The weather forecast was awful but so far the rain was holding off so I bathed and brushed and trimmed Jack to a presentable state and then dashed home to get myself ready.  Then the rain came and it didn't stop, Chris the photographer arrived and we sat and waited for a bit but with no sign of the rain stopping we decided to rearrange the shoot for another, hopefully less wet day!  I gave Jack a little loose school and then went home and used the few free hours I now had to catch up on a huge pile of ironing - exciting eh!
I arrived at the yard on Saturday afternoon with the plan I would put a little jump up in the field and see how Jack felt about jumping.  Just as I arrived Claire one of the other liveries pulled up and she had the same idea as me so we carried a couple of poles and barrels out to the field and constructed a tiny cross pole!  We walked them round the field together then split up to warm them up properly, Jack was reluctant to go away from Rango Claire's horse but he didn't do anything wrong just needed a bit more leg where as heading towards him he was much more forward!   As this would be my first time cantering Jack in a few weeks we decided to canter together to encourage Jack to get moving a bit.  The first canter was away from home and nice and sedate with no rushing, racing or silly antics.  We turned for home and picked up canter again but Jack was much more forward this time racing ahead and enjoying himself then all of a sudden he stuck his head down and started broncing on the spot!  This has happened before so luckily I was prepared and I managed to sit up and get his head up to stop him before being deposited in the dirt and was quite glad I had decided to wear my body protector!
At this point I put him on a 20m circle around rango and Claire and cantered him on both leads to get him settled.  He was fine to the right but less than enthusiastic to the left and took a lot of leg to get him going.  It wasn't pretty and he was crooked and in counter bend for most of it but the important thing for me was that he cantered when asked and didn't misbehave which we managed.
So after this it was time to tackle our long awaited first jump since Oct 14.
The jump was tiny, he could have stepped over it if he wanted to!  Claire positioned herself the other side of the jump so Jack would be wanting to go that way back towards his mate, I trotted into it was over we popped no hesitation, no drama, no messing just trot - jump - trot like it was nothing I gave him a massive pat and took him over on the other rein, this time he was more enthusiastic as he now knew we really were jumping he picked up canter himself a few strides out and popped over beautifully.  I was so chuffed with him.  It is a major milestone to get this first jump done and I never expected it to go so well.  I didn't do anymore with him, it's always tempting to push for more but I am very cautious of not doing too much too soon so Claire had a little jump too then we walked down to the river and back to cool them off.
Our yard owner is putting a line of xc fences in down the length of the field next week and hopefully we will get to use them over the coming weeks!
Sunday was appalling weather so Jack ended up with a day off again making sure he got rid of any clean patched left from Fridays bath!
I took some pics of him as he looks now as we are about to start using Spirulina to see if that can help support his topline development.  I will take some more in a few weeks to see if it is having any effect.
I am starting to worry about his continued reluctance to work, he is fine hacking out so I am really hoping it is just a matter of time and not anything more serious.


Friday, 10 July 2015

Recovery week 22 - 6/7/15

Wow another good week with lots of positives and we have now reached 5months post op!
In that time we've done:

6 weeks box rest
2 weeks paddock rest
4 weeks hydrotherapy rehabilitation on an aqua treadmill
1 week lunging
2months of ridden/lunging rehabilitation

Things have not always gone smoothly but I'm really happy with where we are at this stage of his recovery and believe that most of his "issues" are psychological rather than physicological which given time I'm sure will improve.

I've worked really hard to try to do jacks rehab right, I've spent a lot of time and money trying my best to give him the highest possible chance of a full recovery.  I've also done a lot of research along side professional advice from my vets at oakham equine hospital and home farm, Tim at Bennett's rehab centre, my physio tamsyn and saddler to ensure I'm giving him every chance. It can be quite confusing as the more people I talk to the more conflicting advice I seem to get but I always put my vets advice above all others.  Other than having a recurring slight niggle with tightness in his SI which just needs physio treatment to help relieve physically Jack has recovered really well.  His scars have healed and he has no visible signs of the surgery on his spine.  Mentally he still has a bit of a way to go but he is getting better and growing in confidence all the time.  Time is the minds greatest healer and I'm in no hurry so Jack can take as long as he needs to recover.  The only time his issues manifest seems to be in the school so with that in mind I'm consciously not riding in there at the moment!  He is the most resilient little horse with great character and I know with time he will be better than ever so for now I want him to have fun, build and strengthen his core to enable him to work correctly and pain free and just forget about the pain and discomfort he's been in in the past.

Anyway onto what we've been up to!  It's been a scorching week which has starting out with a progressive pessoa session on the Monday, an enjoyable and stress free solo hack on the Tuesday another lunge on the Wednesday late evening when it had cooled a bit over 2poles on opposite sides of the circle, a short lunge on the Thursday due to the horrible weather and a unplanned but lovely loose jump on the Friday.  I had intended to attempt some join up with Jack on the Friday and so I'd built a home made round pen at one end of our ménage with barrels and poles on a curved line across the school and poles across the 2 corners to make it sort of round!  Jack soon put paid to any attempts of joining up by repeatedly jumping out of the pen, then back in, then out again!  As he seemed to rather be enjoying jumping and doing it without being asked I decided to ditch the pen and built a jump instead, I kept it small (around 65cm) as didn't want to push him and I let him choose his pace and how much he did but he happily cantered round on each rein and cleared the jump with ease over and over again :) his little ears were pricked and he seemed to really enjoy it!



Also on Friday I was treated to a cuddle with a very sleepy Jack in his stable!  In 4 years of owning him I have never even seen him lying down in his stable let alone been able to go in the stable and sit with him!  He has always jumped to his feet the moment he's heard the gate opening but today, perhaps because of the heat, he was out for the count snoring away and even when I walked into his stable and stroked him he only lifted his head!  I was able to sit with him for ages and even got a piccie having cuddles with him lying down.... so cute!



He's due a physio appointment but Tamsyn is away so she's not coming until the 15th and unfortunately my usually sensible pony decided to freak at something while tied on the yard and slip. He doesn't seem to have caused himself any serious damage but I am going to air on the side of caution and having had a couple of days off in the field I am just going to lunge him if he is up to it until she's seen him next week.  It wont do him any harm to do a bit more on the pessoa, he works well in it and the use of ground and raised poles will help to strengthen his back and core muscles further.  Hopefully Tamsyn and give him the all clear and I will ride him again after the 15th :)


Monday, 29 June 2015

Recovery week 21 - 29/6/15

I am really pleased that todays blog is another positive one, that's 3 weeks in a row now woop!  It really feels like Jacks confidence is building back up with every ride and lunge and he is actually enjoying his work again :)

The week started well with a lunging session in the pessoa and I decided as things had been going so well it was time to introduce some pole work again.  I put out 3 poles 1 stride apart on a 20m circle and then warmed Jack up in walk, trot and canter before moving on to using the poles, I watched him closely as he walked over the poles to see how he was using his back end, before his last physio treatment he was struggling behind with poles but now there was no sign of any difficulty so we moved on to trot and again he was moving well with no signs of any difficulty or discomfort.  As things were looking good and Jack was happily taking the poles on in a lovely forward rhythm I decided to try canter too and was soo pleased with his attitude and ability, he popped though over and over again adjusting his stride as necessary to meet the poles right without needed any interference from me and kept a lovely forward rhythm throughout.  It was the same on the left rein so before he got tired or made a mistake which could knock his confidence we stopped on a really positive note :)

The next day we had a little hack on our own just through the village and back down the canal path, Jack behaved beautifully and we had a really confidence boosting ride which is just what I wanted!  We had 1 really testing moment which could have spoilt things, as we were enjoying a nice canter back along the canal path home we came to the corner about halfway and were met by 2 other horses cantering along the other way, they were right on top of us so I quickly had to pull Jack up and move onto the path to let them past, they did slow to a trot to pass us and then cantered off again as soon as they had got passed us.  Jack did understandably become a little upset by this and for a few seconds he stopped, snorted and thought about taking off after them!  Luckily for us we were on the home straight and I think the desire to get home helped him decide to keep going in the right direction rather than turn round and give chase!  I was so proud of how he coped with this situation he was really grown up and he trotted the rest of the canal path and home without any issue.  If there was any moment he could have napped and reverted to being a rearing, bucking spinning monster it was this one and he did give it some though but he didn't do it, this feels like a huge accomplishment :)

He had the Wednesday off in the field with his mates.

Thursday I decided to try him in the ménage again, once a week is all I'm doing at the moment, this again was a bit of a test for him as there were tractors and bailing machines in the field next to the ménage bailing haylage into its plastic wrapping!  The noise and sight of the huge bales spinning round and round and the big plastic sheeting peeling off the roll would be enough to make even the most placid horse have a bit of a look!  Jack did find it all a bit much to start with so we kept to a 20m circle at the far end of the ménage at first and slowly worked our way down the ménage until he was going the round the full ménage without reacting too much!  We stuck to walk and trot again and did a few poles in walk as they had been left out but he felt great and the trot work especially was the best it has been in a long time, he felt forward, strong and started to get a bit of spring back in his step :) I was thrilled but just kept to half and hour not wanting to push too far and risk spoiling the great work we'd had.

On the Friday I didn't have enough time to ride so I lunged him in the pessoa again and this time did 4 poles on the circle 1 stride apart.  After a good warm up we did the poles in walk, trot and canter on each rein and the work Jack produced was just brilliant!  He was really taking the poles on stretching and using his back end much better than ever before.  I managed to get some videos and took some stills from these which really show how well he was working over the poles in trot and canter :) what a massive difference!







I am absolutely thrilled with the strides forward we have made lately, Jack seems to be enjoying his work, not restricted by any pain or discomfort and is gaining in confidence every day.

He has had the weekend off in the field as I went to Hickstead for the weekend to see the Derby for the first time, I had an amazing time and am inspired once again by the horses and riders I saw, maybe one day soon Jack will be ready to jump again!

Fingers crossed for another good week with my boy!         

Tuesday, 26 May 2015

Recovery week 16 - 25/5/15

Wow I can't believe we are 16 weeks post op already - those first 6 weeks on box rest felt like a lifetime at the time but now they are a distant memory and we are already 10 weeks on from there!

Anyway those of you who read my last post will know that we have had a bit of a blip when it came to trotting in the ménage and I had decided that a physio session was needed to check Jack over before pushing the issue any further.  Well unfortunately the physio has been that booked up she has not been able to come yet so the plan until she can come at the end of the week is just to take things a bit easier.  I have also discussed my concerns with my vet and rehab centre manager and they both agreed a change in his work until he is seen by the physio is a good idea so we have been doing a lot of gentle hacking and no schooling or lunging.  This change in work has lead to a lot of firsts again this week including first hack alone, first canter (unintended by still great!) and first loose jump.

I had not intended on tackling our first solo hack so soon as we had only been on 2 accompanied hacks but I had arranged to hack out with one of the other liveries who then had to cancel at the last minute, as I was already ready to go and we used to hack alone a lot prior to surgery I decided there was no time like the present and to just man up and get on with it, we didn't go far but Jack was foot perfect the whole way and felt very relaxed and happy what a good boy and no need for me to worry!

We also went for a little hack with one of the liveries daughters on her pony, Jack was not too impressed at being asked to slow down and wait for a littleun!  We trotted back along the grass on the bridleway on the way home and Jack was really going for it again and felt so keen that near the end I decided to let him go and see if he would canter, he picked up straight away and cantered to the end so that's another huge milestone under our belts and I'm thrilled there was no dramas about it!

Over the busy bank holiday weekend I was rushed for time so on one day I didn't have time to ride but still wanted to give Jack some exercise so I decided to loose school over a little jump and see how he went. I didn't want to put him under too much pressure so I only put up a little cross pole and let him decide if he was going over it and at what pace.  Well he just cantered off round the track and popped over the cross pole over and over again with his ears pricked and a smile on his face!  I have never seen this horse jump with such enthusiasm!  He was taking strides out and really giving them some air!  The biggest difference I could see from before his op was how he released over the fence with his back end, in the past he has been sticky and stuttery in his approach preferring to chip a little stride in than stand off and often rolling a pole from dragging his hind legs over, presumably due to the tightness and pain in his back.  There was none of this now, he was making a great shape and didn't touch it once!  The other huge difference was his attitude and enthusiasm, he was flying with ears pricked and looked smooth and comfortable, looking for the fence and needing no encouragement from me to keep jumping.  I didn't want him to do too much so I had to stop him!

This has pleased me no end, by far the biggest improvement since his op and very exciting to see!

Im afraid I wasn't quick enough to get any pics or video to evidence his jumping doh!

Onwards to next week the plan is more gentle hacks letting Jack choose how much or little we do until the physio visit.

Here he is modelling his new fly sheet one of the bargains I picked up from chatsworth horse trials last week


Monday, 18 May 2015

Recovery week 15 - 18/5/15

This weeks big milestone was trotting under saddle and whilst it has not gone quite as smoothly as I had hoped over all I'm pretty pleased with our progress and Jacks work on the lunge continues to be excellent.  I suppose I was expecting something to go wrong before long as it had all been going rather too easy so far!

Having had last weekend off I began Monday by lunging him in the pessoa, he was working well and was settled despite the break so we progressed to 4 ground poles on a circle a bounce stride apart and he popped over them in walk trot and canter nicely using his back end and keeping a regular rhythm. As he seemed to be finding this all very easy I decided to up the difficulty again by raising 1 end of the poles slightly to get him picking his feet up a bit more and really having to use his back end.  Jack didn't disappoint and popped through on both reins again in walk, trot and canter looking comfortable and keen but maintaining a good rhythm and shape.  I was really impressed with how well he worked and even managed to get some videos and pics of him whilst lunging, not the easiest task trying to hold and film on a phone while holding a lunge line and whip and keeping him going!   I wont win any awards for the footage or pics but they will be useful when reviewing our progress.

The next day one of the other liveries was hacking out in the afternoon so we were able to join her for a nice relaxed pootle round the village and back down the canal tow path home.  In the past we usually canter/gallop along the wide grass verge at the side of the tow path and both boys were a bit keen as we walked along so I thought a bit of a trot might help them settle.  With Jack in front we set off and they were keen to say the least but we managed to stay in trot, just!  Jack felt awesome!  He was doing a beautiful extended trot pushing from behind and swinging through his back, it felt great and my friend commented how well he was moving too - good Jack!  We managed to get them back before they boiled over and walked the rest of the way home.  So first trot done and another milestone ticked off on our journey back to full recovery :) big smiles and lots of pats all round!

I followed this up the next day with a pessoa session of the flat which went well.

Thursday was an altogether more interesting day!  Jack is turned out during the day with a muzzle on because our grass is rather too good and plentiful at the moment, he hates it but other than not being to cooperative when putting it on and trying to rub it off he doesn't usually bother with it too much. He is also often in the paddock on his own in the day as the other 2 come in during the day for a break from the grass, he is next to others though so not lonely.  He has never been a problem to catch or bring in up until now but today he decided as we walked to the gate that he was going to rear up and spin round catching me totally off guard and ripping the lead rope out of my hand in the process, he then disappeared back up the field at high speed with the rope dangling round his legs.  He has never done anything like it before the little monkey.  He wasn't difficult to catch again as all he wanted to do was stuff his face now his muzzle was off!  The only problem now was he had managed to break his headcollar and lose it somewhere in the field.  I managed to locate it and get it on him again and lead him back down the field only for him to do the same thing again when we got to the gate!  I was ready for him this time and held on but unfortunately the headcollar repair gave out and off he went again back up the field leaving me stood holding an empty headcollar!  I was by now getting a little frustrated and decided if Jack wanted to behave like that so that he could eat the last thing I was going to do was let him graze, so he I chased him!  He then went galloping round the field like a loony for the next 10 minutes!  I have to say he looked great and certainly could move!  So now, running very late and feeling pretty frustrated, I grabbed a bucket of chaff and a complete headcollar and managed to get the little pig in!  I had planned on getting straight on him but due to his behaviour I though better of it and gave him a bit of a lunge first but he seemed to have got it all out his system in the field so I hopped on board.  After doing lots of stretching and walk halt walk transitions I decided to try a trot in the ménage, this is where he had been struggling pre surgery so it was a big test to see how he would react.  He was a little hesitant especially on the right rein where he went crooked and threw his head up first and needed quite a bit of encouragement but did a few transitions on each rein so I was really pleased and left it there for the day.

I wanted to hack Friday but there was no one to ride out with and I didn't feel ready to go solo just  yet so lunged instead.  I put poles out again and in the pessoa lunged over 4 poles this time spread out evenly round the circle.  After a warm up he walked trotted and cantered over the poles on both reins getting a nice even 3 canter strides between each pole.  As he seemed to be finding this nice and easy I again upped the difficulty by raising the outer end of each pole and he rose to the challenge cantering over them beautifully - clever pony!

He had a day off Saturday as I was at Chatsworth horse trials for the weekend - fantastic and fairly local event which I love going to and usually pick up a few bargains too!  I did manage to ride Sunday evening when we got home.  I considered lunging first but decided against it and hopped straight on board.  I was pleased to realise he had not been swinging his quarter away from the fence when mounting since he's come back into work - before his op he would always make it difficult to mount by swinging his quarters away from the fence or mounting block or backing up but he's not done that once since I've been riding him again so I am taking this as a good sign!  Anyway I warmed him up in walk doing lots of big circles changes of rein transitions to halt and serpentines before trying trot again.  He was being quite behind my leg and was reluctant again to trot going crooked and throwing his head up and when I insisted this time he reacted a bit more to my request by planting himself and threatened to rear.  I felt like I had been transported back in time, this is exactly how he had been before surgery.  I quickly turned him on a tight circle to stop him and gave him a smack with my whip to let him know I wasn't going to put up with that and when I asked again he was much better.  After that he did some good transitions and was much more forward so I was really pleased.  I am hoping the reluctance is just out of habit and memory pain and that riding him through it he will come to realise in time that it doesn't hurt anymore.  Just in case I have also arranged for him to have a physio session to relieve any soreness he may have and make sure he is as comfortable as possible.  My vet has also suggested giving him bute for a couple of days to help if he is sore.  He will have an easier time now until the physio has seen him.

I am now trying hard not to convince myself that there must be something else wrong!  Am I doing the right thing by trying to ride him through the bad behaviour?  Is it really just memory pain or is there something else bothering him?  Should I get the vet out? 

I am hoping the physio will be able to give me some answers and advice! 

This kissing spines journey really is a roller coaster!